A JOURNEY TO REMEMBER

"Journey to remember"

 Yaa,a journey,a normal travelling from my college to home.i travelled many times! But their was something special about this one.!!

I just took my bag & sat on my regular window seat.

 Everybody  was known but still it felt unknown to me..why? Don't know yet..! But there was something.!
I took my earphone and plug it on as most of us do during journey.
Had put some random song to pass the time & then i starting seeing out of the window.

Everything was normal till then.
It just take a second to change everything...is it so??
I started thinking.. what i am doing??

Its started with "deadly" past ,"worried" future upto my "nowhere" present.!!
It seemed like the speed of train was competing my speed of thoughts !
The more intensly i thought ,more the speed of train.i pause thinking ,the train reaches to some random station and stops.

It was like olympic race between my heart,mind & the train. Till now my brain had a became battle ground.

Sometimes you know ..you can't do anything with just thinking,but still u do that, because you don't have any option.!!

The engines blow the horn & it seems the battle starts again.
This time more intense.
i thought to myself ,it gonna blow my head.

"Milan stop thinking ,whatever it may be"!  i told to myself.

But you know" if its so easy to control your mind ,we all would be somewhere a better place."

It seemed like all the weight has reached the head, i no more  can feel my body.

I can see people gossiping among themselves,but can't hear them.i probably guess its because of my high volume song,not because of the battle ...but who knows!!

I was going nowhere ,not getting any conclusion.

Just then my friend poked me and said " Milan utarvu nai,station aavi gayo"(milan get down ,station came.!)"

It seemed like he stopped everything.i colleced myself & got down.

BUT

"Neither the journeys ends,nor my thoughts"

They just took a pause.

I guess thats why i am posting it.

Next time if u have this journey,be prepared,be ready to win unlike me .

AWKWARD MEETING

      Awkward meetings
                                I am not gonna say  you about the meetings you have with company officials or the boring parents teacher meetings.
Ya they are awkward for everybody ,but hey.. life has more awkward meetings than that ..!!!
   In those meetings ,no matter how hard you try , it take guts to speak.

      Opening the curtains , i am quoting about the meetings ,in which you meet a person.. you loved once ..or you had them always when you needed them...
but alas you don't have them now.no contact at all..
You suddenly meet them somewere like airports or in a threatre..you never expected .
You look into their eyes & got everything to ask .the unanswered questions,But it become so awkward for you to speak a simple "HI"  to them.

  Your whole world stops there for a second seeing them.Even you ask  yourself is it real ? or you are dreaming..but yeah, its real ,the world is a small place ,you will find them in your way & have these "AWKWARD MEETING"..!!
   HOW much hard you try to speak ,you will always end up asking " hi, how are you? ".
and if more you will end up taking their number ..the number you know, you will never dial.

Everybody have their meeting, its kind of funny situation, you just get blank, you see your crush ,your love or bestie that you were  used to talk daily and now even can't greet them.
 You will always say you are okay.. but  hey the hard fact is you still want them back, but now you have managed to live without them.

Life gives time to prepare for  ordinary meetings, but the awkward  meetings will be always unexpected..you will never know when you will have one, or i  say you already had ..!!

I had Few, and i expect to get one soon..

No one knows,

you will have one today....